FYI – High Heel Tutorials

The Walking in Ballet Heels Website is back open.  Don’t forget to download the pdf files and watch the videos.

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I shall be making one for walking in high heels soon, but really it’s about the same – exercise wise.  Keeping your body supple and flexible stops most common injuries and gives an ease of movement that isn’t evident otherwise.

I’m also hoping to do some videos with a person who can’t walk in high heels but is willing for me to show the method I use – especially for transgender folk in order to look natural in their heels.

As always, I’m happy to discuss your individual needs, but it’s very difficult if you won’t show me what you look like in your heels.  I am not capable of that without a video to reference and in this day and age, if you can interweb,  make phone calls on a smart phone, you can share a video with me.

It would also be of some assistance if you’ve been stretching out your body and can touch your toes.  If I’m offering my time for free – then I prefer it not to be wasted. The regime is fast, the results become evident within days; and the stretching is nothing out of the ordinary – can be found on any website dealing with body flexibility.

Suzanzi

 

 

 

 

 

When it rains, it pours…oil

 

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So, I’m at the bike shop playing around with Brian (that’s what I’ve called the bike; an Ode to Brian Johnson of ACDC – all will be revealed, I promise in a spectacular fashion) and Anders tells me there’s a leak down the bottom somewhere when the bike is on side stand.

So, instead of waiting for him to do it as he suggested, I decided to have a poke around, found the leak, and it was fixed pretty fast. I’m damned excited to get the bike home in a completely running and rideable fashion.

Damned 32 year old bikes. It was coming out a bolt hole near the front of the chain, easy to deal with.

I watched with great joy a 1974 BMW 1000 rat come to life. He was spitting fireballs out the exhaust pipes. Spectacular!!!

The fellow who owns it; in his wisdom, bought a cheap shit electronic starter to replace the points system it was running – perfectly I might add.

Anyroo, after a lot of fucking around the bike started. Wasn’t a happy bike but it was going. Oddly, unless Anders removed the wire from the coil, the bike would not stop. Turning the key did nothing. Anders has a bit of work to do on that one before it’s right to go.

From the “scariest” bike in the shop, Brian has become a well behaved boy who starts when he’s supposed to and nobody is standing nearby with a fire extinguisher and fire blanket.  I was today with the BMW – at a distance, but would have run in and did the do if I needed to.

LOL. Don’t laugh. I am nervously. After rebuild number 2, the engine caught fire upon the first start. It’s cool now. Doesn’t do it anymore, but was apparently a bit of a thing when it went up.  People running all over the place. There were a few in the back section diddling with their bikes. It’s a thing at that shop. You go in, you take tools and you work on your own bike. Fucking fantastic for me – Anders really knows bikes. Since I started work I haven’t had a lot of time to go in and do that, but I took this week off so I could finish off the odds and ends I needed to on the bike.

Sorry about the daily updates, but I’ve been used to yakking on at Farce Crack (Facebook) – and haven’t gotten out of the habit yet, despite closing it down after the US elections.

Ummm. What else.  Oh. I fibreglassed a fitting onto the bottom of the seat so it can be secured to the frame; and finalised the Iron Man mask fuse box cover. Both lights work, the battery is secure and it’s bolted onto the guard. Not going anywhere.

I know. Photos.  I forgot. Seriously too ensconced in the day and all the fun I was having.

Still have to work out how to cover the battery from prying eyes and sticky fingers; but I suspect I’ll be working on that bike every week, doing a bit here and a bit there … I know it like the back of my hand. Takes nothing for me to pull down the front end and have it back together within a few hours now.

Me and Brian. Brian and Me. Nice ring to it.

I go now.

 

1890 Steel and Bamboo Boned corset

I purchased this corset many years ago. It’s a lovely piece and has stood the test of time.

As you can see, it fits me quite like a glove; as if it were made for me all the way back when I wasn’t even a twinkle in my father’s eye..or he in his.

The most wonderful thing about this corset is the pattern. It’s made to hug the body unlike the straight panel corsets you find sold today.  This is also boned with bamboo and the busk is metal.

Will be drafting up this pattern again, making it work for a larger body.  Yer. I make corsets and all sorts of things, but I do it on a one to one basis and charge like a raging bull for my time and skills.  That keeps the fakers and time wasters well away.

There is great value for money in the work I do, as you would expect.

I don’t bother advertising that I am a Corsetière; there are plenty around who will either rip you off or not. Many take on work but don’t have the required basic skills to sew anything.

Do your research; make sure you’re going to get what you’re paying for. And, if you expect a hand made custom corset to cost you $100.00 – you’re bloody dreaming.

You need to ebay “corsets” and get one from the other bulk sellers who sell the same stuff, just under a different label. All made in India/Thailand or China with cheap fabrics and strange patterns that don’t even fit a mannequin. But you get what you pay for … shit in, shit out. Approvals by “corset experts” are paid for by the “company”.

Most of what you see online is for short wears, not waist training. But many youtube videos showing women waist training in non-custom corsets, approved by the doyennes, despite them insisting one cannot train in a non-custom corset. When they’re getting a cut of the sales, their integrity slips down around their ankles like a pair of panties that has lost its elastic.

I’ve found when it comes down to it, many fawn over a corset maker but most expect a discount because they’ve been the best sycophant. When they realise that’s not going to happen, they turn on you like a ten cent whore.

The community is filled with green eyed monsters.  I call them The Sewing Circle of the Sisters of Satan; because they are truly horrid people who will do all they can to shut down a new competitor. They bitch about each other behind each other’s backs; the usual two faced drama shit. While this behaviour is accepted, things will never change. Calling it out and exposing it can help.  Bullies run the world…only because we who are bullied, allow them.

I learned a lot over the last few years, and as always, I find it best to stand alone.

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Am I dead yet?

11059395_806129066148926_84468788739396928_nShort answer…hardly!!! Been busily spreading my magic in the Disability and Aged Care sectors. Has been a very good test of my character and how others see me.  I’m a good person; that is for sure.

 

 

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Seat adjustment to old tank. New tank – surprise!!!! And yes. It needs a tub and a bit of TLC – but when it’s being worked on like it is, what point?  Tell Anders to use cotton gloves and not mark up the metal work?  LOL

When you care about people, the worst place to work is in an industry that caters to the “care” of others. It WILL do your head in. 😛 Moving from a rigid fiscal care program to person centred care is going to take a mammoth effort. There simply is not enough time to spend talking to people who desperately want company and decent conversation.

Brian the Ducati is coming home this week. I’ve finally finished him.

It’s taken from April 2009 – despite sitting in the kitchen for a further 4 years – Anders took it in 2013. How the time flies.

I promised myself I wouldn’t do any videos until the bike was finished. Who’d have thought it would take me over 3 years to complete it?

As it was. Never More. Never More.
As it was. Never More. Never More.

But, if anything, it’s fairly obvious I am a woman of my words. Another deficit in the workforce and society, it appears. People CRY for the truth, but when you give it…they crumble and mumble and come after you with sharp knives to plunge into your back.

I have no idea what people are looking at here but I still get 300+ views an hour on this site. Odd to be sure. Figured it would just fade away into the shadows; yet, here we are.

Not sure what to think about it all really…pleasantly surprised?  Freaked out?  Indifferent?

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Suzanzibar
Suzanzibikerider
SuzanziDucatiMother
Boot Girl
The Heels Commando

and/or any other name you know me by.

What to do?

Hey there.

Have been thinking about the extra work I’m going to have to do to close this up and monitor membership requests and all that.

Simply don’t have time, so…I leave it open.

I’ve paid for extra space, removed old videos (sorry about that but even after paying for more space they wanted me to upgrade to a business account at $399 per year and that money can better be spent elsewhere. 🙂 )

There you have it.  I still moderate comments but that’s due to spammers mostly.

Thank you all for being such respectful people. It makes this journey a more pleasant one, I can tell you.  So again, thank you.

Have a good one until I update again. 🙂

 

Suzan

Talking about the Ducati – well not really, it’s a picture post. ;-)

Content

Sorry that the content on the site is rather limited right now.

I don’t have enough room to upload images or video here at the moment.

Apparently I’m to pay some dollars to activate the extra storage which should release the images and videos back to public view…I simply can’t afford to keep paying for the site as I have been over the years.

To know that others make money from my free content still manages to stick in my craw somewhat.

Regards

 

Suzan

Tis the season to be Bikini

Hello and warmest of greetings for the season,

Today I wear Peter Chu’s Kitty Heels and a “matching” bikini.  It will be 30 or so degrees today.  Perfect weather for relaxing in my little pool and watching the clouds form into a storm.  🙂

It's really all about the heels...
It’s really all about the heels…

What’s up?

Hello,

I’ve been MIA for quite some time.  My bad.  But it’s all good.  I am at University.  I hope to knock out a Masters in about 4 years.

I have however, been in talks with some people regarding a fortnightly offering from me.  It is proposed that I latex and ballet heels up and go wandering around in the public.  The photographer wants still shots, so there will be two people with cameras.

Should be a lot of fun.  🙂

Talk to you all very soon, now the extra space is paid for I can start adding files again.  🙂

 

regards

Suzan

Pictures of pretty shoes :-)

As I said in the post before,  no point “reviewing” shoes here.  Let’s just enjoy beautiful shoes together without all the palaver?

🙂

Suzan

Lovely Peter Chu Kitty Pumps.
Lovely Peter Chu Kitty Pumps.
The kitten faces on the toe are adorable.
The kitten faces on the toe are adorable.
Lovely heel shape and foot arch.
Lovely heel shape and foot arch.
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side view
side view
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leaning on the lampost at the corner of the street in case a certain … nevermind.

Chatting about shoes and other things.

Hello,

Well, that didn’t take them long to get this gorgeous looking pair of shoes up on their site.

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Here are my thoughts on this pair of shoes.

1. Construction:

As I have come to expect from Italian Heels and her sister company Punitive Shoes, leather quality is outstanding.  It is consistent grade.  Hard to find these days. Blame it on the purchaser because if demand wasn’t so high for leather at the cheaper end of the scale, the rubbish wouldn’t be swept up from the floors of the better factories, and used by the major suppliers.  Even the brands with names known for quality are going the way of the rest.  Not cutting for quality, but cutting for cost savings.

Thank you Italian Heels for NOT committing this crime against leatherists.

The work is beautiful. Tidy.  You can see the love that has gone into them.

At size 37 the heel height of these is 15cm.

Italian heels are the only shoes I have in my size with heels that are the height quoted on the site.

Devious/Pleaser heels are not. I believe at size 39 or even 40 the heel reaches the advertised six inch height.

Peter Chu is very informative these days regarding heel heights and I applaud him for his decision to do this.  At size 37, the highest heel in a single soled shoe he can do is 14.5cm. Otherwise, he will place a platform under the toe.  At size 39 heels are 6″ and above, the bigger the foot size, obviously.

For my size foot, a 19cm heel is a ballet shoe.  😛

2. Fit and feel.

Oh. These fit like a glove.  Therefore, the feel is fabulous.  I think they make my feet look elegant and tiny.  The strap around the ankle is not thick (therefore removing any tack value instantly from the shoe) and allows the delicate nature of the shoe to continue.  The toes are pointed but not overly long.  The heels are patent leather, contrasting with the suede finish of the main upper leather, but I think this adds to the 50’s feel of the shoe.

Cross of the Kroosh.
Cross of the Kroosh.

 

Red Suede leather, smells AMAZING.
Red Suede leather, smells AMAZING.

 

Discussion:

The thing is, most of you don’t want shoes that are going to set you back anything more than about $80.

Many of you balk at that price. You aren’t seeking quality or stability in your extreme heeled “fetish” shoes.

It doesn’t matter to you if the heels aren’t strong, because … you’re not slogging it around the malls shopping for a few hours a day in them, or up hill and down dale, nor are you going to.

You’re going to buy ballet heels and never attempt anything other than a couple of stands, dragging your feet across the floor while leaning on the wall, and find it’s not as easy as it looks.  You might put them on to sit in, but if you are not trained, flexible and such, cramps happen.  They will end up in the back of the cupboard as many pairs do.  Sometimes you’ll get them out for a play and for that, you don’t need anything better than what is offered by Devious/Pleaser or the Chinese.  (anecdotal evidence)

I have realised over time that talking about quality is a waste of time.

What people want is the cheapest option possible.

So. What do you need me to review well made and therefore expensive footwear for?

Answer is, quite simply – you don’t.

My brain says not to encourage a glut of shit plastic Chinese crap because it’s better for the planet if these horrendous plastic monstrosities are never ordered and made.  The stench of them should be enough to put anybody off.

 My brain says – “Quality over Quantity.”  “Need over Greed.”

So. Let’s get this straight.

Any shoe made in China isn’t special no matter what brand or label it carries.  Special shoes are hand made and rare and tend to come out of Italy and the Ukraine. Bulk processed brands like Louboutin are factory assembled in Italy, however 700,000 units leave there each year.  I would like to employ the services of the retained Shoe Maker who handles custom made work for Louboutin – other than that,  I still fail to see the value in a shoe range with the highest heel being 12cm with a single sole.

Hand finished does not mean hand made.  It can be as simple as applying polish to the shoe and many bulk processed items coming from China are factory made, but hand finished.  From what I know, Peter Chu shoes are made to order by hand using mechanical processes.  Most are done this way and have been since the Industrial Revolution.  Seek the movie Kinky Boots to see what I mean.

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🙂

 

 

Things that give me joy

Hello,

A non shoe related post, but regardless, these guys give me so much joy, I could pop sometimes.  ❤

I know for some this might look scary, but it truly is, play.  Daisy gets pissed off at Buddy and lets him know.  He is a puppy still (seems like he will be until he’s pushing up daisies really) and hasn’t got an aggressive bone in his body.

Breed types.  Buddy is an American Staffordshire Terrier.   Daisy is what is termed as a “Pit Bull” by some standards in Australia.

He is a lover, not a fighter.

 

Enjoy your weekend

 

Suzan x

Red Suede and Black Patent Italian Heels

Hello

Another beautiful pair of shoes to show you.

Before I start, for those seeking public walking videos,  I will have a partner in crime sometime towards the end of the year. Now, this is a good thing as it’s really too cold right now to be wearing these babies.

About my shoes:

Size:  37 Euro (Italian heels run true to size so … you may find them a tad small)

Heels:  15cm high (surprised. Thought maybe 14-14.5)

Upper:  Suede leather.

Heel:  Patent Leather

Sole: Black Leather

Inner sock:  Gold leather.

Please visit ITALIAN HEELS and browse through the site.  🙂

These are custom shoes, so you won’t find them on the site.

Red Suede leather, smells AMAZING.
Red Suede leather, smells AMAZING.

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Reading?
Reading?
Cross of the Kroosh.
Cross of the Kroosh.
Pretty Shoes.
Pretty Shoes.

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Loves these :-)
Loves these 🙂

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Praying to me. Goddess of High Heels.  :-P  Mwahahahahahahaha ha. Funny.
Praying to me. Goddess of High Heels. 😛 Mwahahahahahahaha ha. Funny.
Stockings by Leg Avenue
Stockings by Leg Avenue
Can see tattoo poking out there.  I've lost my suspender belts (not lost, just misplaced in a room move)...
Can see tattoo poking out there. I’ve lost my suspender belts (not lost, just misplaced in a room move)…

 

Made you wait for this long to get to the video.

I have some family health issues, okay, my Dad is fast being eaten alive by untreatable cancer and it’s all I can do to think a thought the whole way through right now.  Feeling totally devastated.  I do hope you understand.

❤ Suzan.

 

 

Public Service Announcement

Hello

As you know I log my webpages for various reasons.

I want to talk to you about private browsing and show you why it’s not private.

In the first image you can see a bluewin address listed up in the top section of the log.  If you cast your eye to the bottom of the image you can see the private browsing frame surrounding the web page visited.

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In the second image you can clearly see the touting of the browser being the most private around.

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Due to internet security laws, I’ve been able to see “real” IP addresses for quite some time.

Nothing you do on the internet is private or secret.  Just remember that.

Fondly

Suzan.

Answer Time

Hello,

A few years has gone by since I’ve done a Q&A post.

So, here goes. 🙂

Q. What made you get into latex?

A. I’ve always liked shiny things. Up until a short while ago I couldn’t wear latex.  Found out about chlorination and have never looked back.  🙂  Now I have quite a collection of latex items.

Q. What made you buy your first pair of ballet heels?

A.  I saw them on the internet in 2008 and went “Oooh. Must give those things a try.”

Q.  How long before you could walk in ballet heels?

A.  I took them from the box, put them on, stood up and walked a few steps, then went outside to see how far I could go.  Up the driveway and down the lane and back again.

Q. Where do you buy your latex ?

A. I have it custom made by Latex Catfish.  Notice people still running them down for copy work but am duly informed that the top German Latex Maker has also recently been sprung copying some other designer’s work … so.  Hate on the Chinese for doing what every maker has done once or more in their time?  I call you Racist.

Maybe if some sellers dropped their exorbitant prices they might be more competitive…especially when it is rumoured their product is made in China and shipped to their country of origin for sale, anyway.  As fashion cannot be copyrighted; I wish people would stop getting their knickers in a knot over something they can do nothing about. It’s a moral issue, definitely not a legal one, and frankly – business is business and value for money is value for money.

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Designed by me, put together by Latex Catfish

 

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Q. Why aren’t you wearing corsets anymore?

A. I have had a few injuries over the last few years that have prevented me from putting a corset back on for any length of time.  I’ve been working on core strength instead; to avoid these injuries recurring. At my age I feel it’s important to be fit, toned and vital; and corsets don’t fit in with that.  Despite not wearing them daily, lacing to 18″ is no drama, so from that point, I don’t really feel ripped off or such.

Q. Why aren’t you making so many movies these days and when can we expect another?

A.  I figure there are only so many movies I can make walking in shoes and ballet heels.   It’s obvious that I can…so when I get a new pair, expect a walking video to take place some time thereafter.

Q.  Can I be your shoe slave?

A.  No.

Q. Can you be my cyber-dom?

A.  Highly laughable suggestion.  Take your hand off it and start thinking with your bigger head.

Q.  Are you a male or a female.

A.  What does it matter?  I have a womb.  Therefore I am a woman by gender classification.  If you think this question is going to hurt me, you value your place in my life too highly, dumb stranger.

Q.  Why don’t you join in the shoe forums?

A.  Because they bore me shitless.

Q.  Do you give one on one instructions for ballet heels walking?

A.  Yes. But first you have to prove you’ve carried out the exercises and studied the information at BALLET-HEELS TUTORIAL then, sure.  But if you’re not even going to practice touching your toes…what do you expect me to do for your lazy arse?

Q.  You don’t follow any of the latex stars, the shoe stars, models. Why not?

A. Because it bores me shitless. I know the people I know and that is enough for me.  They are realists, pervartists and lifestylers. Far more attractive to me than paid for pouties.

Q. I know you don’t call yourself the Queen of Ballet Heels and All High Heel Shoes, but your fans certainly do.  Why don’t you like to accept this title bestowed upon you?

A.  Due to the others who have given this title to themselves prior, I want nothing to do with it. To me it’s a wank.  Again, bores me shitless to even have to consider that there is competition out there amongst people who wear shoes.  Best avoided completely. Ignorance is bliss in this instance.

Q.  Do you do web-cam shows?  How do I pay you?

A.  No. I don’t.  You can’t afford my time, therefore it’s not made available.  😛

Q.  Are you really 50?

A.  Yep, in a few short months, I will turn 50, yes. Why?  Does it marvel you that someone as old as me is still kicking it up and having fun sans a zimmer frame?  LOL

Q. Would you come to my city so I can take you out?

A. Sure, it’s around $5000 to travel to Europe and back then accommodation and in country travel … would need spending money. Sure this is what you’re after?  Oh. Right!  You want ME to pay!  Some people are such comedians.

Q. What part of the US do you come from?

A.  Australia. It’s in Texas.

Q.  What part of the UK are you in?

A. The Antipodean part.

Q. Why don’t you do porn, or light porn?

A. Because *throat punch*.  (eg, my fist, your throat).

Q. There’s some guy whinging about how you took him to the cleaners?  Did you do that?

A.  Think about it like this.  He chose the second option.  I always win when I play games.

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Q. Would you let me buy you shoes?

A. Depends what you want in return…gifts aren’t supposed to come with hooks.  Otherwise, it’s a business transaction and I don’t have a trading number.

Q. Do you sell your shoes?

A. From time to time – but I have gotten rid of all the ones I don’t want and won’t be offering any that I currently possess for sale any time soon.

Q.  Why don’t you have postcards you give away?

A.  Why don’t you have postcards YOU give away?

Q. Can I buy photo sets of you in your shoes and outfits?

A. Sure if you’re willing to finance the photographer and studio time.

Q.  When will your motorbike be on the road?

A.  Soon enough.  I would have never thought it would be so hard to find 4 very necessary parts (8 if you count 2 rings per piston)  to get the old girl going.  It seemed she was fine and all looked good until it was started.  Clunky clunk.  Open it back up and the piston which is undersized for the barrel, has scored it up a treat.  Oh well,  new barrels and pistons, no drama!  Almost 2 years later and we’ve finally gotten all the parts.  Anders is on a Triumph Run (lucky lucky bastard) and will put it together when he gets back next week.  So, yeh. It’s being considered, I’m pouring money into it and eventually it will be home for the gussying up bit.

 

Anyhoo. That’s enough for now.

 

Suzan x

 

 

 

 

 

Google Hangouts and live stream video

In February next year I mark my 1/2 century on the planet.

I am having a party in the back yard.  😀

Alice in Wonderland.  Fantasy Dress.

Since I know many of you won’t be able to make it, I decided that I am going to bring it to you.

Over the next months I will be practicing with live feed to see how it works and when it’s time, I’m very proficient at it – no mistakes on the day.  🙂

Bear with me.  😀

Suzan x

 

The face I will be pulling when I am learning google hangouts...
The face I will be pulling when I am learning google hangouts…

 

 

Oh I forgot about this video

Once upon a time I made these from existing boots.  People wanted pony shoes.  I am sad to see they settled for the “before” version of these instead of looking for something a little more befitting human equine goodness.

If you want information on how I did this, please ask and I will reopen the pony toes tutorial.

Have a happy day

Suzan x

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The black pair

 

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Real pony boots at the back. Shit pre-blacks at the front
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A most fun day…
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Back view of my legs…the pony toes are in there so it kinda counts.
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That’s a bit better. Love love love these stockings…

 

Ta DA!!!

 

Suzan x

Happy Days for you and me

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Sometimes going up and down and up and down and up and down…is tiring. 😛
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Dramatic pose…
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Has no idea. Seemed like a good idea at the time…
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Inspecting the wheels? Crouching Suzan hidden something or other…
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Nobody hates wearing soles like I do…these ones will have to go and get a fixit before I wear them through..

Hello

Showcasing Red Leather Italian Heels Knee High Boots with a 15cm heel and pointed toe.  🙂  Stunning, aren’t they?  Red boots always make people happy, these ones make people EXTRA happy, I am sure. Please do not write to me asking where to get the boots from.  I post links in the videos at youtube, and here…I really do.  If you want to have a conversation with me, that is a really poor place to start.

LINKAGE TO WHERE TO BUY BOOTS

Today I wear my good old latex leggings, a top made for me by a wonderful mate of mine and a leather shrug jacket by Abbyshot Leather.   They seem to be winding down their business, and this jacket doesn’t appear on site any more. Therefore, no link for you… 😦

It’s been a long time since I’ve sat down and had a chat with you all, or even shown you the things that give me joy.

Life got too serious so I have dumped social media – those memes can drive a person spare –  and I got way too serious about issues that couldn’t be dealt with by me anyway.  It breaks my brain when I see what my fellow man is up to around the world.  At this point, I am ashamed to be human.

Turned off the news (nightly “here is what we want you to think” broadcasts);  abandoned social media profiles;  Dug some holes, planted some fruit trees.  Chose the rock I am going to live under and come out of occasionally to check on what’s going on out there. 😛

Live each day with joy in my heart and the fun follows.

So. Here I am. The moving picture.

Backyardigan, again – will eventually rope in a partner-in-crime, oh yes I will.  It’s about the footwear,  not the location I’m figuring. Eventually locational shoots will return. I promise.

🙂

Suzan

 

Wonders how this works?

I do a lot of posting at Farce Crack, and I know that many of you don’t use the site…so I’m trying something out here.

Click here to see most recent public post from me at Facebook profile. 

Might do this once a week as I can’t link from the profile to here, have to be the page, and … I don’t update that much at all.

Suzan x

 

New Boots and Shoes

Hello there and yes, it’s been some time.

Personal life stuff is at an all time high right now.  😦

A lovely friend has sent me some of the most BEAUTIFUL shoes and boots I have owned.  Not a bending heel in sight.

Has actually taken me two days to successfully load up this silly video…will do a separate post on both pair of shoes.

🙂

Here is a sneaky peek.

 

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This is Buddy and I watching “two dogs, one food bowl”.

He asked me to be with him and hold his paw in case he couldn’t handle it…

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Many Thank Yous

Wow.  I am stunned as usual with the absolute kindness from those who donated to get this thing up and running again.

Now, I ask you..what’s missing?

Because I own the journal, I can see everything.

Let me know?

Be soon with a video and some photos for you.  Have some surprises. Can’t wait to share.

🙂

backdoll

Suzan  x

Maybe you’d like to help?

I realise a lot of you are upset that I closed down the site.

I’ve lost the video play option for this website.

I’ve been asked to put a donations button up to help me with running costs and perhaps a professional shoot once a month to keep things interesting, so…here it is.

 

Make a Donation Button

 

Regards

 

Suzan.

Loving the cooler weather

Because I can wear boots!!!!

Just got these back from the shoe fixit guy, and handed the ones on my feet to him for new heel pins and some fixings.  I’m not doing it anymore. Can’t stand the glue.

thigh high boots with a 12cm heel - a few years old now....bu worthy of work.  :-)
thigh high boots with a 12cm heel – a few years old now….bu worthy of work. 🙂

 

More later.

 

Suzan x

Artwork – Leg tattoo

Hello,

So, you’ve been wondering where I’ve been, what I’ve been doing, if I still wear heels and latex (yes) and if I will be making new movies for this journal or my you tube channel.

Yes. Probably. When I find something interesting enough to film.

At present latex is out of the question as I’m working on a half leg project – here I am as I work on my leg…deeply concentrating on what I’m doing…don’t want to colour outside the lines.  😛

 

 

Photos:

Freshly done
Freshly done
Scabby Tatt
Scabby Tatt
Outline...
Outline…

 

 

 

Di Marni and the shit in Ukraine

Dear peeps,

Just a reminder for those who will want DiMarni shoes.

They are based Kiev Ukraine.

As you know there is a lot of trouble over there right now.

Just want to tribute the country by sharing this video.

 

 

They retail around the 600GBP mark per pair of shoes. Boots are more expensive, obviously.  However…sold only to Russian and Ukraine high earners they are very hard to get a hold of.  Having been bought 4 pair by one of my submissive males,  makes me one of the luckiest people around right now.

I do suggest if you are a domme/dom and you have a slave/submissive it’s important that they show their love and submission to you by purchasing expensive gifts and travel and whatever you want, to be honest.

Otherwise, I advise you to think long and hard about a potential 24/7 D/s hookup.  It ends up being a bad marriage as one or both get bored of the static role in the relationship.  Bruno wanted to dominate but didn’t have it in him.  He could merely manage to reveal his absolute distaste for the female race, and anything that looks female is a target as well.  When a man is constantly rejected by women they become haters.  Interestingly enough, he tried very hard to be the “man” he told me he was, but it was really easy to discover the man was a malicious game playing troll.   What do they say?

Treat me like a queen and I’ll treat you like a king.
Treat me like a game, and I’ll show you how to play.

 

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Silver long toe DiMarni – lovely shoes. 

 

Regards,

Suzan

 

What’s been doing, Suzan?

Well dear friends,

Some stupid woman broke her ribs on the left hand side a day before her birthday.   Not digging, not fence or gate building, not tiny house construction tests.  Nope.  Lost my footing testing out a hammock for hanging strength, slipped and bang, crack crack crack like dry gum tress popping off their branches in the heat.  The silver lining to this cloud (and there always is one) is that the cage was broken in an accident many years ago and set back in a whack position.  The breaking of it this time seems to have set it back to where it belongs.   🙂

It’s kinda funny.  I should have busted myself up worse when all the wood fell on top of me a few days before, or when I lost footing in the tree I was climbing…

Water on feet on a 40 degree day is awesome...
Water on feet on a 40 degree day is awesome…

 

Gate built ... all hand screwed and drilled so that it is strong.  1.8 metres high.
Gate built … all hand screwed and drilled so that it is strong. 1.8 metres high.
Walter Maddock my digging friend.
Walter Maddock my digging friend taking a dip, it was hot for him too 😛  .
My size 37 shoe with a 6" heel and a size 40 boat with the same heel height...
My size 37 shoe with a 6″ heel and a size 40 boat with the same heel height…

 

Inside every woman is a warrior who can do any bloody thing she wants.  Trust me.  Even with broken ribs.
Inside every woman is a warrior who can do any bloody thing she wants. Trust me. Even with broken ribs.

 

Silly birthday tiar-ra-rah!!!
Silly birthday tiar-ra-rah!!!

 

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Cheeky fuck face…

Luxury for poor arses.  Deck pool and ... not sure, but it keeps the massive pool clean..  :-P
Luxury for poor arses. Deck pool and … not sure, but it keeps the massive pool clean.. 😛

 

Some people see Downs Syndrome, others see a vicious pit bull...  I see the Most AWESOME tea party - EVER!!
Some people see Downs Syndrome, others see a vicious pit bull… I see the Most AWESOME tea party – EVER!!

 

I really do believe this.  It starts with self deception and cancers on from there....
I really do believe this. It starts with self deception and cancers on from there….

 

SAVING DOGS

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Tut needs a calm and self assured owner or this will not work out.   The Pharaoh Hound breed is an ancient breed much like a wolf and up until recently there were no crosses of this breed. Sadly stupid fucking humans have got in and fucked that up diminishing the breed as they do.   Tut is a pure bred boy with papers.  Not sure of the breeder as most are puppy mill set ups with little care for what they are producing, as long as they get the money.   Wish lazy arse humans would go get proper jobs instead of breeding dogs and cats for their supper.  Fuckers.

GENERAL NEWSISHNESS of ZIBAR DOGS

Buddy is settling in.  He has a penchant for electrical cables, plastic and wood.  Therefore he has a nice little container to stay in so that he doesn’t electrocute me again (that was fun) or himself.  He has ridges on the back molars and these apparently are from small electrical charges blowing out the enamel on his teeth.  Apparently they only do it to a certain extent – like rats are very clever at not getting fried.   It becomes addictive to the rats, and to other animals.  So, Buddy is a junkie.

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Buddy is an electrician. See?

Troi is happy being himself, but hasn’t accepted Buddy into the fold.  The girls love him.

Biscuits, Nitro Circus and Doodles hanging out on my bed.
Biscuits, Nitro Circus and Doodles hanging out on my bed.

SHOE MAKING

I have begun to make shoes again for the ‘normal’ market.  Being that fetish shoes (including ballets) take up only a minute percentage of the shoe selling market it would be, remiss of me to concentrate on shoes for that market, who are constantly seeking bargains, and to sell to the wider general market who can see the value in hand made shoes.

BALLET HEELS

We are still waiting on the final results of the Punitive Shoes ballet heels fiasco, and when I have something to report, I will do.  Please stand by on any orders of Punitive ballet heels until I have worked out what in the hell is going on there.

So, my advice as to what to buy?   Value for money ballet heels are the unbranded versions that you see on the web. Not the Polish heels…but the ones that you find on ebay everywhere.  Remember labels cost 1 cent to add to a shoe.  No ballet heels are made in USA.  The predominance of them come out of the same factory in China.

There is a German seller who fudges up the toe tip ballet heels and tells the clients he gets his shoes from a maker in the USA.  He blacks out all the labels and denies they are devious ballet heels.  It is very obvious they are devious ballet heels.

Why bother lying?  Too easy to catch them out on it.

LATEX

Yep.  It’s too hot to latex up here.  In the middle of a heat wave we are.

LIFE EXTENDING FETISH LIFE

I have a pony to train and will start this very shortly.  I believe that if any of it is ever shown to the public it will be through payment only.   As you can understand it involves another person, and is something very special to watch a pony being trained from scratch.  He is going to be a cart pulling pony.  As a part of our session work he will build his cart.  🙂   I thought about a dressage pony, but I really like the idea of a cart puller; so that’s where we’ll be heading.  Maybe I’ll tether his legs and turn him into a trot pony.

THE REST OF IT

Well, the daily work in the gardens has paid off.  I can eat from it now.  Nothing nicer than picked and eaten straight from the plant food.  The ground was dry to about 1 metre down, so I had to work very hard to make it viable to grow food.  I am surprised that it is doing as well as it is, despite the over 40c days we’ve been having lately.

I am surprised at the rankings on the site these days as well.

It jumped a million places up over a short period of time.

Thank you for all your amazing support with this journal.  I really do appreciate the interest you show in me – I am a nobody on the fetish scene,  I don’t do shows,  model for companies or anything.  I just do what I do, and you like to watch it.

That is so cool.  You have no idea.

 

Suzan ❤

Bespoke Ballet Heels for Sale

Ballet Heel Slippers

These ballet heels are for sale.  Interested parties please inquire below…

Inspired by a conversation I had with a ballet heel loving friend, these were created in September of 2011.  🙂

Features include:

  • Overhaul of heels so they won’t fall off;
  • Happier toe area for those game enough to walk in them;
  • Feathers and Swarovski flatbacks to decorate;
  • 14k gold dust powdered heels; and
  • they are a size US 8
Completely over the top Ballet Heels

Have a great day!

Suzan

Re-visiting the past – Ballet Heels

Sound track was pertinent at the time.  Was sick and tired of nasty fuckers ruining my day. (Stump. John Lydon)

Standing challenge.  I sped up the film because to this day, for me it is like watching paint dry.

Wearing a zentai suit with no eyeball holes, goggles and a breather I navigate a short walk down a well remembered path…

Short version video of the walk along Anzac Parade wearing modified red ballet boots.

 

If anybody has any of my old videos and thinks it might be fun to share them with me I’ll be highly appreciative.  🙂

Have fun

Suzan x

 

 

 

Hobble Corset and Ballet Heels

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Ballet Heels at the Gallery – Take 3

NO WORDS,  just watch the video.

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More Latex and Modified Ballet Heels

Hello,

This is the last of the video from the ‘bare feet” day.

I had just only taken off the ballet heels, not used any socks or toe protection so you can see how they mangle up after about an hour in the heat.

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The boots in question, or boot should I say?

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Old photo, huh? If anybody saved the video of me in this dress “walking” around – could they let me know?

Would love a copy of it. 🙂

Now to the YouTube effort, filmed only a few days ago:

Have fun.  x

Suzan x

Bare Feet and Latex

Dear My Bare Feet Friends,

I bought these years ago but think they are rather pretty.  An upscale ankle chain?
I bought these years ago but think they are rather pretty. An upscale ankle chain?

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It’s not that I don’t post about my feet here and other places, just not at youtube for a long long long long time.

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In reality, I find it hard to believe anybody would want to look at my very well used old lady feet, but…there you go.

Thank you. 🙂

Hope this is okay.  😀

Suzan

2013 in review

The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2013 annual report for this blog.

Here’s an excerpt:

The Louvre Museum has 8.5 million visitors per year. This blog was viewed about 530,000 times in 2013. If it were an exhibit at the Louvre Museum, it would take about 23 days for that many people to see it.

Click here to see the complete report.

More outdoors in Ballet Heels

Hello

Here is a clip I found of me wandering around the yard, digging holes and all that shizz in ballet heels.

I was dared to dig in them because at the time the person thought I would definitely not be able to do it.

Do have fun?

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..and a bare foot for those who like my bare feet ….

Suzan x

A meme. Let’s discuss.

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This meme is floating around the web at the moment and…well, this is more the person I would think Jesus was; moreso than the Ayran version that’s floating around today.

How Did Jesus and the Hebrews become White? 

“In fact, the world’s most popular and recognizable image of Christ is a distinctly 19th-20th century American creation. It is true that versions of the “White Christ” appear in European art as early as the 4th century of the Christian era, but these images coexisted with other, nonwhite representations throughout European history. The popularity of the cult of the Black Madonna and Black Christ throughout Europe is evidence of the fact that the European ‘White Christs’ never acquired the authority and authenticity that the White Christ now has globally. This Christ and his authority are American phenomena. As a predominantly Protestant nation Early America rejected the imaging of Christ that characterized European Catholicism.

By the mid-19th century, however, in response to American expansion, splintering during the Civil War and subsequent reconstructing, “Whiteness” took on a new significance and a newly- empowered “White Jesus” rose to prominence as the sanctifying symbol of a new national unity and power. As Blum and Harvey observe:

“By wrapping itself with the alleged form of Jesus, whiteness gave itself a holy face … With Jesus as white, Americans could feel that sacred whiteness stretched back in time thousands of years and forward in sacred space to heaven and the second coming … The white Jesus promised a white past, a white present, and a future of white glory.”

Just think about it for a second.  It’s all about LOCATION.

In a spiritual sense, colour doesn’t matter. But, one of the things Christians did against Jesus’ wishes was to worship graven images.  Of himself, and his mother.  Another would have been to create a religion after his words.

Seriously, Jesus today is that guy who hangs out with the saddest of the sad, giving them comfort and a hand up when they need it. He’s the person that doesn’t judge anybody, and sees need where ever they go.  These people do not hang out in groups, most are solitary and do not take a religion, but have more “jesus” in them than most self-named Christians do.  For many religion is an excuse for bad behaviour.  It is an excuse for exclusivity and isolation for those who do not believe.

It is a means of control even to this day.

If you read between the lines, you might perhaps understand what it was all about.  A parable of examples set for man to live by, the ten commandments and Jesus being the example of that in living form to further unite and control the masses. Remember, in those times it was the Church that collected taxes.

So much more. I’m sure nobody is going to touch this one with a barge pole.  😛

 

 

Moar Latex in the Garden

Hello,

I am sorry about the sound track to this movie.

The lady up the back was using her mower but it wasn’t so loud, but when I played back the video it was all you could hear…chose the song because I thought it fit…

Have a great day

Suzan xnutjob

 

 

Silly Latex

Hello Hello,

Something more serious in latex coming later.

This was too hard to resist NOT doing.

Suzan x